Collective Trauma

“Collective trauma refers to the shared emotional and social harm that is experienced by entire communities in circumstances, such as natural disasters, terrorist attacks, racism, and occurrences like the Covid-19 pandemic.1 I don’t know what your experiences have been in the last two years but our family’s trauma through lock down was heightened by the termination of our secure jobs and the inability to continue study, work or even connect with certain relatives in the ‘new order.’ Is it any wonder that I have found it hard to concentrate enough to write my blog lately.

Wounds

Trauma is a Greek word meaning “wound”. A trauma is an incident or an ongoing situation where a person’s sense of security has crumbled. The beliefs that people previously held about their society, says Kendra Cherry, have been shaken or even shattered. There is no doubt that our world has gone through a psychological upheaval. Some of the potential lasting impacts on future generations can include:

  • Increased individual and collective fear
  • Damaged national pride
  • Feelings of humiliation
  • Identity crisis
  • Increased feelings of vulnerability
  • Heightened vigilance for new threats2

For some, in 2020 and 2021, the wounds were caused by fear of contracting covid-19 and getting the disease. Both the messages and measures were crippling. Masking, distancing, isolation and lockdowns took their toll, even more so those whose businesses were not considered ‘essential.’ Furthermore, those who couldn’t visit loved ones in hospital or in nursing homes at crucial moments in their lives experienced deep grief. Those who lost their nearest and dearest to the mismanagement of medical authorities, both from careless treatment and from vaccine induced fatalities have had their share of pain. Cancelled weddings, newborns facing a world of masked faces, adjustments to remote learning, as families were denied the right to education and free movement have and will have an impact. Besides loss of income the rise in family violence and suicide rates are immediate consequences of loss of hope. We await to see the long term effects.

Yes, our sense of security has indeed been shattered. Who can we trust? In my next post, I will discuss what people do when they have free-floating anxiety and try to regain a sense of safety in their world.

When the vaccine mandates were executed, another level of trauma was introduced. A certain percentage of the population felt coerced to take the experimental injections to keep their jobs or be a full participant in society. Others refused for medical or ethical reasons and were terminated and disparaged. Some who were pro-vaccine and pro-mandate were distressed that anyone would be so “selfish “as to refuse. Some who took the vaccine in good conscience actually died or were left with debilitating injuries or psychological damage when their injuries were discredited. Many have been left confused and distraught.

Discrimination

Discrimination and medical apartheid have become common terms to describe the world-wide situation. Inability for all to enter libraries, community centres, restaurants and sports venues, to name a few, has added to the societal wound. I know Christian families that excluded their “unvaccinated” family members from Christmas and Easter functions because of their stance. Some churches prohibited their members from volunteering, causing wounds, which I discuss in more detail in a later post. Jesus died that such barriers might crumble, not be erected. Paul said, “There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus.” (Gal 3:28). The inclusivity of the gospel is not compatible with the division caused by churches following mandates.

Delivered after the last lock down of 2021
but excluding the unvaccinated

Trauma Duration

It can take years for a community to process a collective trauma, longer for individuals if it is not processed. Janelle Ringer writes, in “Understanding the Long-term Collective Trauma from Covid-19“, “While everyone may experience varying psychological effects, the greatest burdens tend to fall on the most vulnerable. Lack of access to resources and adequate supports serves to exacerbate this trauma…. Even when each group is fighting the same fears and anxieties in some way, Psychiatrist Melissa Pereau says the trauma can impact each group differently. “We’re fighting the same battle, but we may not all have equal weapons to fight back,” she says. “Trauma can be compounded when there is a build-up of multiple traumas.”

The chart below is not intended to be prescriptive but a prompt to stimulate our thinking on the issue of the progress of the trauma response.

Responding to Trauma

The following notes come from Andrew and Lynda Boutros’ lecture on “Emotional Health in Ministry”3. The Boutroses explain that when we experience trauma, our amygdala (the feeling centre in our brains) involuntarily hijacks the neo cortex (the thinking centre) and, in order to feel safe, we may respond with one or more of the following:

  • Fight – attacking behaviour
  • Flight – avoidance behaviour
  • Freeze – paralysed when fighting or fleeing isn’t an option
  • Fawn – people pleasing to stay safe
  • Fix – anxious over-functioning, rushing for solutions

Signs of Trauma

Some signs that we have been impacted by trauma:

  • Emotional – irritability, hyper-arousal, grief, anxiety, mood changes, feeling unsafe, numbness, fears
  • Behavioural – sleep disturbances, isolating ourselves, substance abuse, nightmares
  • Physical – headaches, ulcers, rashes, heart palpitations, aches and pains
  • Cognitive – cynicism, negativity, inability to concentrate, confusion
  • Spiritual – loss of hope and/or purpose, disconnection

Those who help the traumatised can experience vicarious trauma and will see similar signs.

Strategies to Minimise the Trauma Response

We can use our senses as a brake to minimise the impact. Here are some useful strategies:

  1. Notice and name what is happening
  2. Control our Breathing
  3. Ground ourselves. Here is one helpful technique: Identify 5 things I can see, 4 things I can hear, 3 things I can feel, 2 things I can smell and 1 thing I can taste.

Recovery

Trauma is stored in our bodies until it is processed. These following steps help a person recover and we can all learn to do these and find people who will do this for us.

  1. Believe the person’s story
  2. Validate their experience
  3. Empathise and reflect back to them their feelings
  4. Have support and referral options available.

Other helpful strategies include taking care of our body and health, limiting media exposure and finding a caring community who will show understanding and allow us to grieve loss and process the trauma.

The Mandate Division

It concerns me that because of the divide caused by the narrative (constantly being told certain people are unsafe), many who feel strongly in either direction, whether to be injected or not, can find it hard to find someone in the other camp to believe and validate their experience. Because the unvaccinated are in the minority it is especially difficult for them. This is exacerbated because it is happening on numerous levels at once – governmental, workplace, social groupings and especially in the family. Thus the trauma is heightened, not healed.

I believe there are few people who have not been impacted by the “Covid 19 vaccine” mandates. Many who stayed in the workforce have experienced depleted numbers and heavier workloads and those who refused the jab suffer the loss of so much more. The level of community grief needs to be reckoned with and healed.

Comfort in God’s Word

I felt alone in my experience, so when I read that Paul was alone in Rome at his first defence, his words were a comfort and a strength for me: “But the Lord stood with me and strengthened me, so that the message might be preached fully through me, and that all the Gentiles might hear….” 2 Tim 4:17. Though Paul’s context is different to mine, I know that God stands with us in our loneliness even when we are in the minority. God stood with Daniel as he stuck to his decision to pray and go against the king’s decree. I wonder if Paul had Daniel in mind when he said, “… Also I was delivered out of the mouth of the lion.” 2 Tim 4:17.

God’s Word speaks to trauma. We need go no further than the cross to know that Jesus understands our pain. Misunderstanding, rejection, isolation, physical and psychological pain – he experienced it all and died that we might know his love and comfort through anything we might experience. God believes us and validates our experiences. We will find help as we look to “Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Heb 12:2

Present Help

We must not wait for the trauma to pass before we get help. We need help now. “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble” Ps 46:1. I don’t believe that the trauma is over. We need a way to cope and thrive with continuing and new threats such as the war in Eastern Europe, the push for digital ID, unknown vaccine contents, the possibility of more bioweapons being unleashed on us, the immoral laws which are being passed under our noses that erode our freedoms and more. God longs to meet us now, individually, and through a community that believes in our story and is prepared to boldly face the future with us. I thank God for those who He has put on my path, who have believed me, validated me and prayed for me.

May God meet you in your time of need.

1. Rachel Larsen writing for “Choosing Therapy“, quotes Liana Tuller, PhD, Research Fellow at the Brudnick Center on Violence and Conflict at Northeastern University.

2. Canetti D, Hirschberger G, Rapaport C, et al. Holocaust from the real world to the lab: The effects of historical trauma on contemporary political cognitionsPolit Psychol. 2018;39:3–21. doi:10.1111/pops.12384

3. Andrew and Lynda Boutros of True Success: Lecture on “Emotional Health in Ministry”, 23.3.22, Encompass Church, Bundoora, Vic.

Protect Our Kids

I went to my first freedom rally against the Pandemic Bill and Medical Mandates in Victoria, Australia this week. I was surrounded by thousands of people, young and old from all walks of life, fighting for their livelihoods and families. On white shirts were written slogans or the occupation and years the person had worked. I saw a child with “Kid, 11 years” written on her back. Her brother had “I want to play sport”. Today, I feel compelled to write to families with children and adolescents about what I have researched concerning covid-19 vaccination for children.

If someone were to say that parents were keeping their children indoors and only letting them out for two hours a day, encouraging them to be on their devices for long hours, banning them from school and prohibiting them from seeing their friends, grandparents and relatives, they would be called abusive, yet in the name of so-called health, abuse is exactly what has been done during this State of Emergency in Victoria. Should we add covid-19 vaccinations to this list?

Robust Children

The Covid-19 survival rate for children and adolescents (ages 0-19) in the UK (where data is most robust) over the period 01 March 2020 to 08 October 2021 is 99.995%. Of those who unfortunately died, most had comorbidities. Why should our healthy children who are at virtually no risk from severe illness with covid-19, even the delta strain, be forced to take a vaccine to attend their school, local library, sporting club or participate fully in society? Our own Australian statistics show how low the death rate is.

Dr Peter McCullough spoke at the “Florida Physicians Summit” (published on Bitchute, 7th Nov), saying, “Do not let a child make a decision at that age (12-15 year olds) to get vaccinated. The menace over the public, particularly over our children, is the vaccine.” He quoted the WHO which has stated that “participation in school (is) the equivalent of consent in getting a vaccine.” Is this where we are headed in Victoria?

People are saying, “but Delta is worse.” Not in severity. Dr Walensky says, “Although we are seeing more cases in children and more overall cases, these studies demonstrated that there was not increased disease severity in children …. Instead, more children have COVID-19 because there is more disease in the community.”

Continue reading “Protect Our Kids”

Informed Consent

Informed’ consent to the covid jab is a misnomer. How can we give informed consent if we aren’t fully informed? Like me, are you finding it hard to locate the facts amongst the overwhelming narrative? Are you satisfied with the government spin of ‘safe’ and ‘effective’ for our children? Do you feel like you are being herded in a particular direction and shamed if you take another course? Then maybe what follows will help you to dig deeper.

Out of frustration with the ad hoc way of gathering information on this issue, I decided to get organised. I started with asking my family what they wanted to know. What began as a shared google doc became this table below. I’m sharing it with you because I wish someone had shared something similar with me. You will notice that there is an omisson of pro-covid vaccine information. This is deliberate because that information is easy to find and not censored.

Below you will find news articles, scientific papers and interviews. Each genre has its merits in the debate. To date I have tried to find the most helpful, least emotive, and best researched information. As time goes on there will be more data from which to draw. Where possible I have referenced Australian material as that is my context. Australians are behind in the world race for vaccination so I pray we can learn from our neighbours around the globe who are a few steps ahead.

Please feel free to share any constructive feedback you may have on these links.

Resources                    

AreaIssue & LinkSummary of article/video
PCR Testing PCR Tests ExplainedCovid Medical Network’s (CMN) Short explanatory video and explanation
RT-PCR External Peer ReviewScientific flaws in the PCR test to detect SARS CoV- 2
Mask WearingMask Wearing ineffective Effectiveness of Surgical and Cotton Masks in Blocking SARS–CoV-2: A Controlled Comparison in 4 Patients – gives some indication of what masks can’t do.
Mask Wearing – the evidenceA critical look at using mask wearing as a sign that transmission decreases.
Masks – & other informationFreedom of Speech website has this document with many articles on mask wearing.
Treatments for CovidStudies on Hydroxychloroquine This is said to be the best site for science. Many studies on hydroxychloroquine
Study on IvermectinThis study is for those who understand scientific papers.
Early TreatmentsExcellent interview with Dr Brian Tyson (California) on successful treatments for covid. See interview with Dr P. McCulloch who talks about treatments below
Interview with Dr BrighthopeImmune health to combat viruses (Interview with Dr Ian Brighthope (Further notes  Here)
Covid 19 Disease Asymptomatic carriers?Highly qualified Dr Peter McCulloch speaks to Australia about asymptomatic people (within10 minutes of a 51 minute video), discusses effective treatments – ends with recommendation not to vaccinate those under 30 yrs.
Asymptomatic transmission – a lieArticle based on study of almost 10 million people in China.
Isolating the VirusIs it possible to isolate the virus – SARS coV-2? Cairns News looks at findings of Dr Derek Knauss (a clinical scientist and immunologist-virologist)
Determining Death RateCMN explanation of how we determine death rate
Risk of contracting Covid-19 Fact sheet on Covid-19 provided by Physicians for Informed consent.
Covid VaccinesDoubts of Vaccine EfficacyBrownstone Institute – links to 22 studies casting doubt on Covid Vaccine efficacy collated by Dr Paul Elias Alexander
Deaths with VaccineCase in Massachusetts – unvaccinated getting sick. July 2021
Vaccine Data Sheets AVN – Data sheets and information on the “efficacy” of the covid vaccines
Toxicity (to female fertility)Article: Extract followed by full document by Michael Palmer, MD and Sucharit Bhakdi, MD. In this is discussed a review of the rat study done by Pfizer for the Japanese government and highlights high potential for female fertility risks. Though the dosage is comparatively different between humans and rats, the location of the damage is still significant.
Cancer Rates Increasing Idaho Doctor seeing increasing rates in vaccinated patients, with links to Yeadon and a German Study
Danger of the Spike proteinArticle on the spike protein (Natural News)
Movement of the Spike Protein Article of how the spike protein moves from the injection site.
D-dimer levels increaseOn Dr Peter McCullough’s Telegram page: Dr Rochagné Kilian  speaks on D-dimer levels increasing with covid-19 vaccination (video)
Vaccine ContentsRubbish in the vaccines – Dr Richard Flemming examines the effect on a Covid vaccine on blood and what the vaccine appears to contain (video)

Vaccine Injury
Physicians for Informed ConsentCovid Disease and Covid Vaccine risk comparison sheets.
Adverse reactions – Australia
UK Yellow Card data – UK
TGA lists the reactions possible from the vaccines (enter in the name of the Aust vaccines (see below) and a date range and pages of reactions will appear)COMIRNATY COVID-19 vaccine (BNT162b2 (mRNA)) –  PfizerAstraZeneca (ChAdOx1-S (Viral vector)) Spikevax COVID-19 vaccine (Elasomeran (mRNA)) – ModernaEffect on the Menstrual cycle – being studied soon.
Vaccine InjuryAVN has a lot of information on vaccines in general
D-dimer levels increasedDr Rochagné Kilian comments on D-dimer levels increased with covid-19 vaccination  (video in Telegram)
Israeli Testimonies of InjuryWell presented video of individual testimonies from Israel grouped according to injury. Easy to follow with captions.
Doctors websitescovidmedicalnetwork.comA lot of Australian material. Excellent Open Letter, “First Do no Harm”, lots of letters, articles, videos etc.
Americasfrontlinedoctors.comAmerican website for medical information. Lots of videos, information on treatments etc.
doctors4covidethics.orgWebsite of doctors from over 30 countries – much information. Symposium Long video conference but gives wide range of expert opinions from around the world across the whole topic
Dr Richard FlemmingWidely sought Doctor on his expertise in this issue. Much published research on his website.
Dr Bryan ArdisDr Ardis has protocols for covid prevention, treatment and vaccine injury.
Dr Peter McCulloughHighly respected doctor who speaks around the world.
Legal IssuesConcerned Lawyers NetworkAustralian website with lots of template letters, links etc. to more information
Advocate MeAustralian – has good info and material to use. Serena Taffaha says it has a ‘wealth of information’.  Look for ‘Declination Letter’.
Human Rights AdvocatesMore Legal InformationLetters to EmpowerLinked with Advocate Me (above) Topics covered: Mask Wearing, RT-PCR Testing,Covid Support Research,Mandatory Vaccination,QR Code Guidance,Covid Declination Letter
Vaccine websitesVaccination Decisions  Judy Wilyman – an outspoken Australian set up “people for safe vaccines” see next. Did her doctorate on govt approach to vaccination
People for Safe VaccinesAustralian site consisting of a growing number of people and associations from the health and law enforcement sectors, and the wider community
Australian Vaccination Risks NetworkAustralian – easy to read Articles on vaccines general and covid, “Under the Wire Interviews” on the issue.
Physicians for Informed ConsentAmerican website with a large range of articles, videos etc.
Individual messagesOverview of “death shots”Dr Zelenko (Jewish American) speaks to Jews about their situation. He also has a protocol for early treatment. 
Vaccines No Longer RecommendedDr Peter McCullough speaks out. Draws attention to the lack of safety of the Vaccine and that we should be concerned.
18 ReasonsOne blogger’s 18 reasons why he won’t be getting the vaccine. Down to earth, lots of links to follow. Interesting viewpoint on big pharma’s track record.
Why should we take the vaccine?Monica Smit from Reignite Democracy Australia, sharing the reasons we should/shouldn’t get vaccinated (short and thought provoking)
Policeman’s StoryAn ex police officer sharing his story – Video “Message from Alexander Cooney to all Police Officers in Australia” 
A Psychologist speaks on harm  An Australian psychologist Ros Nealon-Cook speaks on the harms done in the country by the severe measures  – 30 min video
Funeral Director’s Story A funeral Director John O’Looney from the UK speaks from his experience of the start of the pandemic.